Could you forgive your best friend for sleeping with your partner?

As long as I was with them

How old will you be on your next birthday?

19

Have you ever seen a live bat?

Yes

Is there anything/anyone you hate?

I'm not sure

Do you like the color orange?

Sure

Do you find it in your heart to forgive?

Yes

Would you rather not drink [any liquid at all] or not sleep?

Not sleep 

Have you ever seen a real redneck?

I'm surrounded by them. I live in Kentucky

So tattoos and piercings excite you?

Yes

What's the meaning of life?

Who knows

What size shoes do you wear in womens/mens?

9 in womens, 8 in mens

What's your favorite season?

Autumn

Do you care if people talk smack about you?

Not really

At what age do you want to get married?

Later on

How long are you on the phone daily?

like 30 minutes total

Sorry, I forgot to ask your name, what is it?

Jessica, but most people call me Jess

Are you in a good mood? 

Yes

Do you think people will exist forever? 

There's no way, but I like to hope so

Do you believe in luck? 

Sometimes

Everything happens for a reason, right? 

No

Would you rather skydive or bungee jump? 

Bungee jumping was alright, I'd rather skydive

Do you like snakes? 

Better than sp!ders.

Where is one place that you'd like to visit?

umm... anywhere

Do you like waffles?

pancakes are better

Anything you're looking forward to?

finding out what happened last night.

Do you have more or less than five best friends? 

I have four best friends

What would you do if the friend you talk to most stopped talking to you?

say fuck 'em

Does the number 23 have any significance to you?

no

Be honest, do you like people in general?

some people

Big or small dogs?

big

Do you like Big Macs?

yuck

Did someone bother you today?

totally

What do you think about death?

it's scary

Sometimes, do you wish you were someone else?

no

Does someone love you?

i guess

Do you know anyone named Dave? 

yea

Recently kissed anyone with the name starting with R?

no

Has anyone ever mistaken you for a family member on the phone?

no, but i've done it

Have you ever tried Gatorade? 

yeah

Do you think that Starbucks is expensive?

yeah and i'll never EVER buy it

Are you named after a family member?

no

Say you were given a drug test right now, would you pass or fail?

fail

Are you taller than 5' 6"?

i'm around there. i think i'm 5'5"

Ever seen a dead body? 

yeah (Shivers)

Do you like the color blue?

all colors rule

How are you?

i'm fine, how are you?

Who was the last person to send you a text message?

Jenna

Last restaurant you went to?

mcdonalds, lol (mcchickens with no mayo +honey mustard =yumm)

What is the weather like today?

awful. dark with sirens.

Last voicemail you received?

Jenna or my mom

What did you do yesterday?

I don't remember

What's the first thing you would do with five million dollars? 

get out of here

What nationalities are you?

German, Irish, American Indian

How many hours did you sleep last night? 

dunno

Any upcoming concerts you want to attend? 

alot

Who's the last person that you felt was stalking you?

no one this year

Have you ever been on your school's track team?

thought about it

What clothes are you wearing?

insane clown possy shirt with jeans

If all your friends went on a road trip would you go too?

hells yah

How much money do you have, in cash?

four dollars

Do you swear at your parents? 

yeah even though it's wrong

Is your phone right beside you?

it got impounded

Have you cried today?

maybe in the early a.m.

Do you think that someone is thinking about you right now?

probably EZ

Do you untie your shoes every time you take them off? 

no

What are the color of your bed sheets? 

orange and blue

Have you ever crawled through a window?

many many times

Are you photogenic?

i can be

What's your sign?

taurus/Aries

Where do you spend most of your money? 

alcohol

What was the last thing you did? 

ate a pop tart.

Do you have any tattoos?

i have two

Do you still watch Saturday morning cartoons?

sometimes

Is there a secret you've never told any of your friends?

yes...

Have you ever told someone you loved them but didn't mean it?

no

Have you ever changed your clothes in a vehicle?

yes

What are you doing in 2009?

college or nothing

What is your ringtone?

free credit report.com haha 

What were you doing at 2 AM, saturday night?

getting drunk as hell

Are your parents divorced, married, or seperated?

divorced

What are you doing tonight?

drinking. another adventure

What are you doing tomorrow?

practicing for graduation

Who did you last message on MySpace?

i haven't been on myspace in like a week

Does it annoy you when someone says they'll call but never do?

yes

What did you dress up as for your first Halloween?

a clown

What is the wallpaper on your cell phone?

my dog, Wilbur

"I'll speak in riddles so you can understand...I'll draw in pencil so you can trace with pen."

-always a step ahead

in the worst of ways

so exposed

so sure and suddenly unsure

insecurities beaming frantically

ambitions like diseases

we spread our day dreams around

unconscious mannerisms

quick and calculated to kill

today is the last day of school and i couldn't be happier. if i had to sit in ICE one more day i think i'd puke all over my cubicle. last night was wild and i think i got broken up with again. i don't remember anything that heppened and when i went to talk to him this morning he wasn't home. i'm very used to being told the things i've done on nights before. i got bitten by a pit yesterday and it hurts to rest my arm on this table. i'm lucky mr. cherry is letting me on the internet. i'd be terribly bored if not. my parents might be taking my car away because i've been driving home and to school drunk. =/

i think i'm going to work on a monologue of some kind.

for the longest time i thought it was cool not to blog about anything that wasn't poetic. how do you make friends without letting yourself out there though? well i have been on a two month drinking binge and i don't think i'm going to quit today. i am in school in the ICE room all day long and in my car there is a half of a fifth of heaven hill whiskey waiting for me. i think i'm going to go swimming today. one of my best friends went to jail this weekend and i almost did as well. i hate it that he went and not me because he had a 6month warrent out for his arrest and i have none. i finally went home yesterday. speak to me.

The people I see are standing so still

so sculpted, made with shape but no appeal

I'm sorry that I'm wrapped in only flesh

flesh that wont harden.

Love is a burden to me, surrounded by concrete people

when i dream, there is nothing that can reach my core. my spirit is weightless with my emotions.

anxiety is a stranger. there are no strangers. no death, no noise.

love is with me, and it has been, always.

there are no revolting colors; every sight is welcoming and wonderful.

my world is a canvas when i dream, full of colors that live inside me

i paint my life, while smiling.